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Dec. 26th, 2009 @ 01:56 pm
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For some reason when you said, "I Love You" last night, I melted.
I just melted.
Physically, emotionally, mentally, spirtually, just melted.
I was shocked.
Dumbfounded.
Confused.
Excited.
Upset.
Angry.
Happy.
I felt like I was going through a mental/emotional malfunction.
It doesn't help that I'm still drunk now and it still doesn't make any sense...
Why'd you have to say something like that now?
You know how I feel about you...
You know what I'm about to do...
You knew I was drunk!
All I could do was cry...
Cry because there were so many emotions going through me.
I was laughing because I felt so foolish.
All I can do is think about it...
Think because you've once again stolen me.
I'm thinking that I'm too emotional unstable to begin a new relationship.
You've always left my mind racing.
Why stop now?
Love the one who is still so hung up on you,
Christen Henry |
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Dec. 24th, 2009 @ 11:52 pm
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I have been single my whole life
I do not prefer that lifestyle
I can't wait to see you
I constantly think about you
I know you're going away
You are without question worth the wait
I could look at your smile and eyes all day
Christen you're hot!
Any picture is nice
I don’t have all the answers in life, but I do know that I have fallen for a great girl
And she means so much to me
Don't worry about if it's not fair to me
I'll be fine
I want to spend as much time with Christen
I know you have had bad relationships in the past
You deserve someone special and I would love to be that person
I do love chocolate kisses, especially the Christen Flavor
Well almost everything I wanted...
Unless Christen is in one of these boxes all wrapped up
Merry Christenmas
Don't you see what you are doing to me?
And I mean that Christen
No I don’t think that’s selfish at all
You wouldn’t scare me
I know our lives are going in different directions
Us dating sounds dumb
It wouldn't be hard
I'm just so honored and happy to be with a beautiful, smart, funny, respectful and enchanting woman
Waiting to see you is going to feel like an eternity
Can you call me so I can at least hear your voice
I can look in your eyes and call you my girlfriend
Are you sure you want to date me?
Definitely right and real
I don't know why I'm talking about you in third person
Instead you are like a princess
I would love to come visit you if I was invited
Being with you is so rewarding
What do you think of me as your boyfriend?
Sorry if I’m making this conversation intense
It would be great to call her my girlfriend
I can't wait to just go up and hug you
Stunning, simply stunning
I don't believe that there is always such a thing as moving too fast
Every relationship occurs differently
When the time is right then it just is
I know distances hurt but they are also used as an excuse
If two people care enough about themselves then they can make it work
In our case, it feels to me like our time is now.
Love the one who says, what the heck,
Christen Henry |
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Dec. 21st, 2009 @ 12:52 am
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Did you know Bone is sleeping with another girl?
It was so good that I woke up missing you
Still it was just a dream
I miss you too definitely now when things are so fucked up
I'm sorry Chrissy, I didn't want to hurt your feelings
I love you all just the same
Wanna come over sometime and watch a movie?
Unless you think it's weird to come over when parents are home?
Hello ms. awesomeandimissyou! Did I ever mention how beautiful you are?
Come on, it's not like I'm diseased
Please stay out of it
I'll miss you soooo much
Therefore, it's best if we kept it that way
Please let me talk with you Why do you continue to have ties with him if that is all he does?
I don't experience true happiness enough and I thank you for giving that to me.
I have a connection with you that I never shared with anyone else in my life.
You should stop talking to him I don't like seeing you angry
Have fun with Kyle
You always try to be friendly to people, no matter what.
You said that you didn't have time to waste on me before you stormed out.
Are you really going to make out with those guys?
You don't deserve to be around him if all he is going to do is make you angry
That is another thing I love about you Christen
I dunno, I just don't feel with you just making out with a bunch of guys.
I'm not sure why I feel that way about it
Please be awake and come and see me
Sometimes I wish you were near me.
That kind of love and friendship is rare.
I can't sleep because I have a million things to say to you
You have many people here that love and support you. You are really easy to talk to...
I miss you
Even if Christen Henry is in high demand with so many
Moving on is something you have to do.
And you were just too fucking blind to see it
I wish with all of me that it could have worked
But you're fine either way
Just keep your head up
As many times as you apologize to me, if I never forget then I can't forgive
Never let your guard down, Eric.
Never again.
Your stomach is perfect and flat
Ugh, you're so sexy
When I gave you everything, you gave me a knife to the face in return
That's fine, naked girl!
Can I kiss you?
Do you ever dislike who you've become?
I don't think the world is ready to lose you Christen Henry
It was a stupid idea for you to come over
Because tonight reminded me of everything you ever did to me.
Call me immature but my heart is still broken.
You will always have my heart, just so you know.
You took it from me the day we got together.
You are the only person that makes me feel crippling pain like I'm feeling now
Only I stayed with you for some reason.
I just want to hang with someone that I actually want to see for once
Describe my personality
If someone has hurt you, now is a good time to forgive them.
Let's fuck right now, you need a break from your work.
Spending time thinking or talking about the past feels good today.
Nostalgia swells within you as you laugh and cry over you reminiscences.
I'm sorry Christen; I really am
Still got that?
You didn't deserve it tonight
My fucking bad for feeling that way
You deserved it the length of our relationship
When I was too chicken shit to say anything because I didn't wanna lose you Y
ou could have stayed, but you got up
To which I said, fuck it
I gave you everything, now I have nothing left
Because you got up I just wanted to sleep, you wanted to talk
Sinking my fingertips into every inch of you because that's what you want me to do
Taking care of yourself means staying home and going to bed
I'm sorry but I won't stand by and allow you to make poor life choices that you know are wrong like everyone else
I could use a cuddle with you
I have every right to dwell on the past
If the comparison to me is now Gabe, at least you have someone to compare me.
I just have you.
You're a formidable opponent Miss Henry
You left my hoodie.
Right now?
Come over here so I can finger you
Silly question
But if you don't have time for silly people like me, then why bother talking to me?
It's not about me disregarding you, it's about how you remind me daily that you were the one who fucked me up so badly
I am getting more and more sad as the day go on
The love you give me is more than enough I just think it would be better.
I always knew something was different about you
Your moan sounded like an injured zombie
I'm glad you liked it.
I love you.
I know you love me.
Depression is a road that you don't want
Does this mean you don't want to hang out when you come home?
I almost cried a bunch of times while I was writing it.
I keep thinking I can just go and see you, or go to eat with you...But I can't.
I don't know how I am going to take this when I get back
Have you had relations with Andy?
But you're a college graduate now
Reevaluate your life
You get to me more awesome people, just as awesome as us
Is there something wrong?
And even though we are growing apart
I always intend to be your friend
Everything happens for a reason.
Everything.
I took my own happiness
Let me have as much of you as you can bear
I smile the most when I am by your side
Having your friendship has been better than any companionship or relationship that life can offer
Thanks for being one of the first men in my life to respect me and make me feel loved
Stop wallowing and move on
I've changed enough to realize that what we had is dead
I love being around you, whether I am able to call you mine or not
Let me deal with the aftermath emotions
I still love you kiddo
I felt like blowing my brains out
I just can't help but wait for you
I'm burning like a bridge for your body
Black girls don't do all the crazy stuff, we just cut people.
I'm happy to hear that you have gained so much from me
What did you expect?
I'm deathly afraid of you.
Always will be.
You scare me more than anyone or anything
I make rash decisions with minimal logic behind them
You add logic to my life, that I need
So you work into my life, in a way
Knowing that I like you and getting to spend time with you is wonderful
Son of a fat tittied whore.
Jeans and converse just always work for me
I just saw a huge dead deer on the side of the road and thought of you
I can't change the past.
If you're so concerned with the past I didn't want me.
I don't want to feel unwanted.
Things always get better.
I don't feel like I have to impress you
Your kisses are the best kind of alarm there is You never disappoint
Boys
When I touch you, I feel you though my entire body
She pinpointed my communication style
I definitely make relational connections through physical touch
I will take any amount of pain to be with you, or around you
You don't understand the happiness you bring to me, so let me just have it, ok?
I can't change the past, I can only work towards the future, and I just want you in it
I'm fine with being in the shadows while you search
Secrets are kept and they fail
I can handle this, I promise
I can feel what you feel When my bare skin touches yours, it's heaven.
Talking to you is what I enjoy most
Your laugh makes me laugh
There is nothing more that I want than to call you my man
You can't trust me
You can't control how a person feels
I can't make you love me
I feel complete with you
I feel every nerve ending in my body itching to connect with you
Until she shows up, I'll be here waiting for you
I don't want you to feel bad for uncontrollable acts
It's me and you know this
That's an amazing feeling
I hurt him and he doesn't want to feel that again
He does not make me feel that way I know I should feel when I'm in love
I felt that empty not happy void again that I felt when I was dating him
I turned over and forced myself to sleep
Thank You
I felt like he was attacking me
I can't get enough of you
Just turning over has never worked for us
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